It’s OK not to be sure about which direction you should go.
You have a lot of power, but you’re not exactly sure where to point it.
The first step towards correcting course is to acknowledge that.
The second step is to go and find someone (a general, a mentor, a leader, a boss, an advisor) who can chart one for you.
(It could be a group of people with a roadmap as well.)
Whoever you choose, the only thing that’s not OK is doing … nothing.