When I read some of the things I wrote last year, there are some things that turned out exactly the opposite way.
For example, I wrote about the importance of trust in a certain relationship, and then, I broke that trust.
Why would I do that, if I knew how important it was?
I don’t want to psychoanalyze it too much, but, it is funny how we do things that sabotage ourselves.
Maybe it tells us that what we thought we wanted wasn’t what we really wanted.
But I don’t think that’s it. I think, it’s more likely that I didn’t really know what I wanted in the first place at all.